Hurricane

sometimes I let my brain go on tangents...it circles around "What if's" and "Why's," causing a hurricane inside my head...and I let the hurricane rampage on it's path to nowhere...and yet, I continue to instigate it with more questions and possibilities...I dive into unknown territory, hoping I find something to fuel it even more...until finally, I get so exhausted that I can barely function...so as I light one more cigarette, I give the hurricane one last jolt of fuel...and I rest my head until it slowly dies down and wanders back into my subconscious; furiously building more momentum for next time...